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What had gone wrong. Mistakes made on both sides.
The scars it had left. What I learned from it. How I was planning to let go and move on. I had done the unthinkable. I had written an emotional note to David ending the friendship. To top it off, I sent a text. The emotional, disgruntled note came later when I felt the need Any girls want to play 420 explain my text.
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I slept to avoid emotions. I shopped to avoid emotions. And guess what? The feelings were still there.
In the midst of my attempt to avoid reality, a friend gave me some words of wisdom. She told me that perhaps the first step is to acknowledge what it was.
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Fast forward to present day: the love that I expressed to my best guy friend turned out to be unrequited. It was my biggest fear coming true in real time.
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Once it was pierced, it all just came out. I fell in love with someone and that love was not reciprocated. Oh, most certainly it hurts like all hell, but if it was love, of course the loss of it is going to hurt.
I miss our friendship the most. Yet, when I find myself on the train of thought headed to the past for too long, I kindly take my ticket and head to the exit door. I know now that I am enough, with or without this person. I Best free online dating site vancouver enough, just as I am: imperfect, beautiful me.
I am finding that part of being an adult and an overall emotionally healthy human being means allowing yourself to be real and vulnerable. While there are a lot of things I would go back and do differently, I am proud of myself for having the courage to be vulnerable. I am proud of myself for voicing my feelings.
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